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The Mountain

by Ellby

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(instrumental)
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and now, though you're not here, i feel your presence and now, though you're not here, i feel the need to leave (the) plight of the cosmonaut
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Spacing Out 03:54
Spacing out... Spacing out...
4.
(avalanche) 04:20
(instrumental)
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Please excuse me for a second, I'll be down in a minute. But deep down, I know life doesn't have a finish. I don't want to live with you anymore, don't want to live in this house. I don't want to live here anymore, I see no other way out. Please excuse me for a second, I'm never coming back down again.
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And it feels like getting out after a long and weird dream... Water comes down and washes over me... The healing powers of a long and tired stream... I finally feel like I've gotten the chance the breathe...
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(instrumental)
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I can see it now, the way it will end, the way it always does. I can see it now, because it started the way it always starts, beings with hope, ends with depart, I don't know, what is this art? I used to be able to get up at 8am every day, until the departure that left me alone, now I can't even survive the day at all, because I'm always on my way to fall. I can see it now, gone with the mist, I talk to a therapist. I talk about all the chances I missed, I don't want to live this life. Therapist turns to me and says... "That's not what I'd call a life at all"

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recorded October, 2020 to March 2021


06/09/2022: this album isn't very good in retrospect. i was very depressed when i made this.

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released March 28, 2021

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